CD1 is upon us, and a week early to boot. Oy.
S has decided to stay with Dr. M this cycle. It’s her body so her choice. It really does say something that the mere thought of walking into his office fills me with dread, yes?
I am trying very hard to start off this cycle with good thoughts and positivity, even a bit of trust in Dr. M. I am just kind of tired. I feel drained and worry creeps into everything I do. The finish line seems so far away. I know it does for S too. She is not looking forward to this again. I can’t really blame her. Last cycle was heartbreaking every step of the way.
I will gather my strength and courage, enough for the both of us, and do my best to get us there.
Here we go again. Cycle 7 lucky 7?
“…It’s not how many times you’ve been knocked down, it’s how many times you get back up. Courage is when you’ve lost your way but you found your strength anyway.” The Strange Familiar
August 25, 2008 at 12:40 pm |
Best of luck this cycle. Try not to kick Dr M.
August 25, 2008 at 4:20 pm |
Good Luck this cycle. Everything will work out, but I know it is a little hard to fel that way, but don’t worry too much, it will happen.
August 25, 2008 at 6:56 pm |
As much as you dislike him, it appears that he really does want the same outcome that you do. May this cycle be easier on you all and my it bring you the joy you seek.
August 26, 2008 at 4:23 am |
c’mon lucky 7! Lets hope this is the happiest one of all…
August 26, 2008 at 4:47 am |
7 over here too. Here’s hoping for a lucky 7 for both of us!!!